I don't understand

Things are getting worse. I just got my computer back. How did I get it taken away? I yelled at my parents for saying that I was never supposed to be born. They denied it and signed me up for physiatric help. I've been to two sessions and there not helping. If anything things are getting worse.

I've started to hear humming and giggling. The humming is always the voice of a little boy but the giggling is a boy and girl. I haven't brought it up at the sessions because I don't want them to think im crazy. Then again maybe I am. I'm still cold all the time and the whispering hasn't stopped. I think I'll ask Theo for help when I see her at school.

This is too wierd

Sorry for not putting up any new posts in awhile guys. I've been distracted.

Remember when I said that I hoped the gossiping would stop when I got back to school? Well it didn't and neither has the cold. I keep hearing people talking about me. I've asked my friends if they here it too and they always reply with "Alea, I think your going crazy. No one is talking about you but they will if you keep this act up.". People are starting to give me weird looks, they move so that I can't get a seat at lunch, even Caitlin is beginning to ignore me.

But something weirder is happening too. Like normal, I will fall asleep in class. But when I wake up, im at home. Also I hear this chorus of voices when im asleep saying that everything is fine and that I shouldn't worry. This has only happened since thursday but im still worried. My parents are starting to think that I have some kind of bad fever because I ask them to turn up the heat and they say that im awake and perfectly fine when I get home.

I don't know whats happening and its freaking me out.

Well that sucked

The party was a disaster! Well, for me anyways. Everyone else seemed to be having a good time. See when I got into the Caitlin's house I excepted it to be warmer then outside. Wrong. If anything it was slightly colder. I had asked her what the temperature was in the house and she said that it was 22C. Total BS. I told her I was cold and she said that it was probably because I walked to her house so I was still cold from outside. I thought she was right but I never warmed up.

So then people started to arrive and the party was really getting awesome. Then I went into the kitchen and I could hear people talking about me behind my back. And even when I went back to the living room, people were still talking about me! Saying I was stupid and a slut. What evs. I left the party soon after. I just hope its not as bad when I go back to school tomorrow.

Party Time!

So I was at the gym yesterday with Caitlin, and she told me that her parents were going to be out of town over the weekend. So I totaly suggested that she should have a party and she said sure! I'm so excited! Its going to be a great way to finish off the winter holiday.

Also I think dogs are going crazy or something. Cause when I was walking home from her house, (we went back to her house after the gym cause we wanted to watch Grey's Anatomy) all these dogs were barking at me and growling. And it had to be me cause there wasn't anyone else around me. Isn't that wierd?

Anyways, toodles for now!

Hello Internet!

Hello world! My name is Alea and my friend, Caitlin, said that I should start a blog.

Lets see what can I say about myself? I'm in highschool and I hate it there! Math is such a bore, and when am I even going to need to know how a base neutralizes an acid. I mean, yawn!

The only good thing thats good about going to school is that I get too see all of my friends. You could say that im the most popular girl in school! I have like, 20 friends or something like that and 327 friends on Facebook. My BFF though is Caitlin. We do everything toghther! Shopping at the mall, going to parties, you know that kind of stuff. I used to have this other friend, Theo, but then she kept saying she saw and heard these things, so I stoped being friends with her. I mean, who wants to be friends with some psyco? Not me! That would bring my rep down so much.

Anyways, I have to get ready to go out to lunch with some friends so, ta ta for now!